But alas, I had to say NO to what might have been something beautiful and exciting at the same time. The decision was tough to make and there might even be a tinge of regret now but I've stated my stand and I truly believe it would be the best for everybody.

Some beer, some tequila shots and 3 lights before the decision. Please don't let it be alcohol/tobacco induced because I feel funny now. Shit. Cannot regret cannot regret!!!