I'm feeling damn insecure.

There is something I want so badly. It's terribly common, has a wide price range and it's so easily available people usually tend to overlook it. I don't think even my close friends/besties/anybody knows what it is. I think.. I've wanted it as a birthday present for at least the last 3 years and I refuse to buy 1 for myself because I think those things are meant to be given by someone else. Ok to be fair I've got a few mini ones but they kind of totally defeat the purpose so it's as good as not having any. Nevermind. One day, somebody will know or accidentally get me one and maybe that will help a bit in keeping the pillows dry at night.

Grrrrr I'm just bored and wide awake past my bedtime. Ignore me. All of the above is rubbish bleahhhh