:(

haven't slept in God knows how many days.
got reprimanded for going home at 3.30am cuz i was too tired to do anything.
cried my heart out in disappointment at the lack of understanding then cried even harder that someone was so concerned that i wouldnt finish my work in time.
continued working on the assignment with tired swollen eyes till the sun rose and it was bright again.

in all, i missed an 8am breakfast date with an awfully treasured friend. and gave another equally what-would-i-do-without-him friend a black face and 50 missed calls when he was obviously doing me a favour. and have been in uni all day/night/day in my swollen gold fish eyes nerdy frames and unkempt hair, into my 6th shot of caffeine and a heavy heart that i'll never finish this thing on time.

i feel like a loser and i owe so many people an apology :(((((