Darling says "you are always like that".
and I won't argue that's not true.
Sighhhhhh
I want to know why, but I don't wanna ask.
I guess in some ways I appear daring, adventurous, brave. Doing something dangerous thrills me. Only if I know what the outcomes would be. Don't we all want to know the next step, what will happen next? Take Bungy jumping for example. I either survive and enjoy the whole experience, or the rope snaps I miss the air bag and I die. 2 outcomes that I was mentally prepared of. It was between me, and the cord. A thing - within our control.
Yet when it comes to the unpredictable, the unseen, matters to do with other beings with minds too complicated that I can't comprehend thus not being able to conjure a predicted behaviour.. not being able to have something to expect.. at times like this, I shun away more like a scaredy cat than the average anyone else.
I become a coward.
This is no fun. yuck.
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Julia loves
bags. shoes. clothes. vegetables. travelling. the outdoors. family time. the buttery smell of and anything leather. speed. dim sum. 2am crystal jades. matilda's bay. sitting at wheelock's coffee bean the whole day with her book. manual cars. moscato. dempsey. holland village. collarbones. hipbones. dark chocolate. eating nutella by the spoonfuls. fatthuggs. ice cream. her house (the teneriffe one). cooking. cheap champagne. BBQs + stones. nice eyes. musicals. superman.
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